Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Interstitial Selves/Headcrack


The content of this poem is probably not appropriate for this blog but I'm going to post it anyway.  To some extent, however, i think it is a fitting counterpoint to my poem We Know Each Other.  Parts of Interstitial Selves also remind me of the aspects of the city that I describe in Displacement, though the narrator in former poem has certainly been infected by the movement of the city much more than the narrator in the latter poem.

Interstitial Selves
Inside the café
I look out on to the small portion of the city grid that unfolds before my eyes:
Beyond the softness of my translucent reflection on the window pane
Towards the sea of black coats, umbrellas and moving shapes that grace the landscape.

Another person,
Another life:
Another unread novel rotting on the shelf
Passed over by all who would read it;
Passed by on the city street.

Can you feel the rain between us
As you move on
Pretending not to see the face that stares past my prints
Shining off the window after these longing fingers pull away?

I have seen it in your face when you look down or straight ahead
And pass by the others in your bubble as if living in your own dream:
Merely a distant gaze,
You face the throng,
Face desire
Face the unconscious need that drives the surrounding movement forward
Towards the discovery of its own emptiness that renews its search and its longing.

You do not share this longing:
Dwelling in this space between the others
Content to be carried along by the forces beyond your control

How I wish your calmness would infect the world around you
So as to part this ocean of desirous chaos
That I might walk to you
Look you in the eyes
And smile…


Thursday, July 5, 2012

Experiment III/Kontext


I am living in the city now.  The city is a disease upon the earth and a self-inflicted wound on mankind.  It dampens the senses and isolates us more and more in direct proportion to the extent to which it pulls us together.  I'm honestly surprised that I could even bring myself to finish this poem.  I'm afraid that it will be the last enlightened piece of literature that I produce for some time.  On the drawing board I have poems about isolation in the city, the state, the first communion at the last supper, and finally a poem about people who cannot stand to be in silence with others.  My inspired moments are far and in between but I will do what i can to change that and make the most of it when it does happen...




Experiment III
I give this poem to you.

I wanted to tell you what I am, what you are.

Though time and space seem to separate us,
I tell you:
We are together now.

It is Ourself that I’m trying to impress on you:
The now in which the words pass by
Contains our voice speaking these thoughts;
The future as it becomes the past.

We are this future,
Which consciousness faithfully reflects
As it leaves our unthought Self
To dance in the firmament of the mind.

This future is the One
That holds the present and the past
As it reveals itself as everything
When we glimpse its shadow.

So drop this poem from your hands
And drop these thoughts from your mind
So that the reader might take the time
To free itself of words and listen…

 God I can't stop listening to good Russian electronic music!

Monday, July 2, 2012

Placeholder

Please disregard this post. I am placing it here to tell you that I have not forgotten this blog.  I am experiencing the convergence of a number of negative circumstances: isolation from others, death of people close to me as well as my residence in the city.  Life passes by like lights from so many passing cars... or like raindrops from so many passing storms...

Thursday, June 14, 2012

First Propaganda Campaign

I have started a propaganda campaign in  Cambridge MA (So far only this and this have been distributed).  This campaign will continue until its primary objectives have been accomplished.  These objectives have been laid out in poems such The Future of an Illusion, Dance of Silence, The Illusions of Progress and Experiment II.  The global scope of these objectives means that they may not be achieved in one lifetime.

Update: Posted in Davis, Harvard, Central and Porter squares.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Coast/Kontext



 The bass is so low on this one that you might not hear it if you don't turn it up...


I have quite a few poems that are almost complete.  This one has been sitting incomplete for months but I finally mustered up the inspiration to finish it.... too bad it's not particularly inspired. I can't say I am too fond of this poem.
Coast
The inlets
Wrap around the water
Writhing in the fury of the ocean’s waves,
Obscuring the distance they reveal
To the eyes that gaze absent mindedly
Down their beaches and their cliffs.

Indifferent to the conflict below,
The sun blazes down
But the winds cleanse the skin of its heat
As they are driven from the sea.

The sea that breaks the stoic rocks
And casts the sand’s lonely grains
-Along with the many homeless winds-
Across the beaches which slope
At the feet of their stony bluffs.

But the cliffs stand in austere grandeur
Defiantly surveying the endless waters
Whose numerous, ceaseless, enduring waves
Are kept at bay by the towering unity.

I am of the wind that has no home
In the conflict of sea and land
I am the sun that lights this vision:
Firmament of hills, sea and sand.

Tides come and go but never leave me
Sands shift in time but never deceive me
As sun I shine light on all at hand:
This ceaseless meeting of sea and land.


Tuesday, May 15, 2012

Peak Government

I had to re-post this article because it succinctly articulates so much of what I feel against government intervention. 

Big government means no free market.  They tell us that the unbridled free-market caused the 2008 financial crisis and our inability to escape it.  This seems to be true since some of the biggest market players (and makers) are implicated in (and I would argue guilty of) the crimes of our time.  This argument, however, fails to consider the possibility that the very government that its adherents turn to in order to solve these problems might actually be the problem in the first place.  Take a closer look at some of the companies that are so reviled (for instance: Monsanto, Wall Mart, Exon Mobil, Goldman Sachs, JP Morgan etc.) and you will find that all have in common ties with the government or a business strategy of fitting into a dynamic in private society created by the government (Wall Mart for instance, fits into the "globalization" dynamic created by the Fed's cheap money that encourages excessive consumption and discourages productive pursuits  at the "center" [aka the USA] and moves production -at the expense of consumption- to the periphery [aka china et al.].  It also benefits from the Fed and Government because many of its patrons are also on Social Security, welfare, unemployment etc.).

Dis-empower the state  and you will end the reign (and the existence) of its parasite corporations.

Big government is also a symptom and a cause of the spiritual disconnection of humanity from its own experience of itself and, through this, a disconnection with the ecology in which it lives.  The transfer of risk from one's own shoulders -say, the risk of poverty and the social consequences of poverty- also transfer the face of the stranger who represents the problem (represents it as both cause and effect) -the face of the poor and the face of the cause of poverty (corrupt governments that team up with corporations and especially financiers to steal your wealth through inflation as they use the state to keep you on financial life support while they gut you and your children of your future)-  from your gaze.  This dynamic of appealing to the state re-enforces personal isolation and selfishness which ultimately re-asserts itself in society as something that requires more state intervention.  This selfishness, meanwhile,  runs rampant over people and environment as both are disregarded in the quest (which the state and parasite corporations have institutionalized) for money and power.

The only way to end this dynamic is to do it PERSONALLY.  This change goes down to the essence of one's existence (an essence which I have tried to capture in poems such as Displacement, Dance of Silence, Solution and Experiment 2) as well as the concrete actions in which we engage in order to change our unfeeling and corrupt world that we live in (I have also attempted to addressed this aspect of concrete personal actions and experience with the world in poems such as The Illusions of Progress, The Future of an Illusion and Dust). 

This article is re-posted from http://www.chrismartenson.com/blog/acknowledging-arrival-peak-government-part-1/75356 and was written by Charles Hugh Smith who writes on http://www.oftwominds.com/.

I don't necessarily agree with everything in the article but it's a great place to start.

Acknowledging the Arrival of Peak Government

Most informed people are familiar with the concept of Peak Oil, but fewer are aware that we’re also entering the era of Peak Government. The central misconception of Peak Oil -- that it’s not about “running out of oil,” it’s about running out of cheap, easy-to-access oil -- can also be applied to Peak Government: It’s not about government disappearing, it’s about government shrinking.
Central government -- the Central State -- has been in the expansion mode for so long that the process of contracting government is completely alien to the nation, to those who work for the State, and to those who are dependent on the State. Thus we have little recent historical experience of Peak Government and few if any conceptual guideposts to help us understand this contraction.
Peak Government is not a reflection of government services or the millions of individuals who work in government; it is a reflection of four key systemic forces that drove State expansion are now either declining or reversing.
The Four Key Drivers of State Expansion
The twin peaks of oil and government are causally linked: central government's great era of expansion has been fueled by abundant, cheap liquid fuels. As economies powered by abundant cheap energy expanded, so did tax revenues.
Demographics also aided Central States’ expansion: as the population of working-age citizens grew, so did the work force and the taxes paid by workers and enterprises.
The third support of Central State expansion was debt, and more broadly, financialization, which includes debt, leverage, and institutionalized incentives for speculation and misallocation of capital. Not only have Central States benefited from the higher tax revenues generated by speculative bubbles, they now depend on debt to finance their annual spending. In the U.S., roughly one-third of Federal expenditures are borrowed every year. In Japan -- which is further along on this timeline, relative to America -- tax revenues barely cover social security payments and interest on central government debt; all other spending is funded with borrowed money.
The fourth dynamic of Central State expansion is the State’s ontological imperative to expand. The State has only one mode of being, expansion. It has no concept of, or mechanisms for, contraction.
In my book Resistance, Revolution, Liberation: A Model for Positive Change, I explain this ontological imperative in terms of risk and gain. From the Central State’s point of view, everything outside its control poses a risk. The best way to lower risk is to control everything that can be controlled. Once the potential sources of risk are controlled, then risk can be shifted to others.
Put another way, once the State controls the entire economy and society, it can transfer systemic risk to others: to other nations, to taxpayers, etc.
In effect, the State’s prime directive is to cut the causal connection between risk and gain so that the State can retain the gain and transfer the risk to others. The separation of risk from gain is called moral hazard, and the key characteristic of moral hazard can be stated very simply: People who are exposed to risk and consequence act very differently than those who are not exposed to risk and consequence.
Every time the Central State guarantees something, it disconnects risk from consequence and institutionalizes moral hazard.
To take but one example of many, when the Central State guarantees mortgages so lenders and originators cannot lose and the borrower can’t lose more than his modest 3% down payment, then everyone in the chain is encouraged to pursue risky speculations because the State has disconnected risk from the consequence of a potentially large loss. The risk hasn’t vanished; it has simply been transferred to the taxpayers, who absorb the inevitable losses that result when speculation is encouraged.
Separating risk from gain inevitably generates systemic instability. The entire credit-housing bubble can be seen as proof of this dynamic.
All four of the causal factors itemized above are turning against continued expansion:
  • The key energy source of global transportation, liquid fuel, is no longer cheap and easy to access.
  • The demographics have reversed as the population of State dependents is soaring.
  • Debt has expanded to the point that servicing that debt now threatens the financial stability of the State and its currency.
  • The State’s separation of risk and consequence is generating systemic instability.
There are plenty of models of State expansion -- democracy, socialism, communism, theocracy, and so on -- and none for State contraction. This suggests that the down slope of Peak Government will be disorderly and rife with unintended consequences.
The Failure of Separation of Powers
The predominant Western model of governance assumes, incorrectly, that a “separation of powers” within the State will limit the State’s appetite for control. But rather than limit the State’s expansion, the State’s subsystems -- the institutions of executive power, legislative power and judicial power -- are competing to gain as much control as possible over both the State itself and the nation’s social and financial systems.
This competition doesn’t weaken or limit the State; rather, it lends the State a fearsome competitive advantage, as each institution gains power as the State expands. So even though the competition between the three may appear to limit the power of each, in aggregate this competition only increases the State’s expansion as each seeks to outdo the others in reach, influence, and power.
Regardless of which institution wins or loses a particular squabble, the State inexorably expands its control and power. And just as inexorably, elites within the State -- systemically protected from the risk created by their policies -- will experience a rising sense of omnipotence as their private power rises in tandem with the State’s expansion.
These powers also offer State elites a way to radically lower their own risk and dramatically increase their private gain by leveraging the State’s vast powers to their own private benefit.
In other words, not only does each agency and branch of the State seek to expand its reach and power, so, too, does every individual within the State who can leverage the power of the State to protect his/her own individual gain.
The State as Protector of Private Gain
The Central State is granted unique powers of coercion by its membership (the citizenry) to protect them from the predation of foreign powers, individuals, and subgroups seeking monopoly. The citizens grant the State this extraordinary power to protect their freedom of faith, movement, expression, enterprise and association and to insure that no subgroup can dominate the nation for their private gain.
Granting this power to the State creates a risk that the State itself may become predatory. To counter this potential, the State has the self-limiting mechanisms of a separation of powers such that no one institution or agency can dominate the State and thus the nation.
But as we have seen, the separation of powers has failed to limit the expansion of the State; rather, it has become a competitive advantage, feeding the State’s expansion. There are no State-based limits on the State’s concentration of wealth and power.
There is a great irony in this concentration of power in the State: the power is concentrated to protect the citizenry from predation and exploitation, but that concentration becomes an irresistible attractor for all those seeking to increase their private gain via monopoly, cartels, collusion, fraud, and other forms of predation.
The wealth that can be concentrated in private hands is not limited or self-regulated, and so private concentrations of wealth inevitably exceed the ethical threshold of individuals within the State (i.e., their resistance to bribes and self-interest). This structural imbalance leaves the State intrinsically vulnerable to the influence of private wealth. Once this wealth has a foothold of influence within the State, it can then bypass the State’s internal controls and become the financial equivalent of cancer: a blindly self-interested organism bent solely on growth at the expense of the system as a whole.
Rather than protect the citizens from exploitation, the State’s primary role becomes protecting the private gains of elites who have taken effective control of the State’s vast powers.
The Death Spiral of an Expansive State
We can now see that the Central State faces an impossible contradiction: to pursue its primary purpose of protecting the citizenry from predation, it is granted powers that enable it to evade its own self-limiting mechanisms. Private concentrations of wealth gain control over the State’s machinery of governance, and the resulting partnership of private and State elites suppress the mechanisms that were intended to limit private influence over State power.
To enhance their own power, these elites increase the State’s reach until it dominates the entire political, social, and economic system. This sets up an inherently self-destructive feedback loop in which the State’s actions to protect its self-serving elites weaken both the State and the nation. The State’s inefficiencies pressure the nation’s output, even as the State increases its share of the national income to maintain its self-serving elites and quiet its potentially restive dependents. The more the State expropriates, the less surplus is left for productive investment, and so the nation’s output continues to decline.
This dynamic creates a positive feedback loop (i.e., a death spiral) of higher taxes and lower investment in productive assets.

Sunday, May 6, 2012

Soul Vibrations: I'll Be Gone

I've lost my way...

Lyrics:
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone

Days pass
For now I remain
But one day the time will come when I will see no longer stay
Can no longer refrain

Will take you with me to those places
Where we can laugh out loud all night and I
I will dance you in morning dew
Just me and you

I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone
I'll be gone